Heads up guys. I’m about to go on one of my introspective jags here in a moment, so either get comfy, or enjoy the randomly interspersed nail art – a little looky-looky for ya – and then get the heck outta here.
So. I just got out of the shower. And my mental process during the entire act of cleaning the day’s dirt and grime off, was centered around this blog. What can I write about that will get MY mojo going, let alone pique your interest!? I tell ya, it’s been a struggle lately to find the get up and go to write about much of anything, truth be told.
Actually, that’s not entirely true. If I could maintain a beauty blog with just words and no pictures, and entice you to try fabulous products (or scare you away from the crappy ones) with just the force of my words, I’d be SET. Sadly, I’m in the wrong kinda blogging business for that. But, in my dream reality, that would be exactly what I’d do.
See, the thing is – photography is WORK. All you kickass bloggers out there know, it often takes a bajillion shots to get just the right one. Sometimes, I’m all over it; give me a clear, bright Saturday morning with no commitments and I’ll happily sit out on my deck and get all artsy-fartsy on your ass. But the chance of me actually being home at all during the weekend is slim to none, nevermind having the weather cooperate (though I will say…we kinda had a stupendous August!). The obvious solution is to find an alternative method of shooting photos when my surroundings are less than ideal (MM has taking a night shot down pat) – but here is the other problem. I am NOT great at photography. I’d love to have those mad skillz that many a blogger seem to be born with innately, but this here girl just does not have it. And unfortunately for all of us, I’m not so great with bothering to LEARN things I’m not already good at from the get go. There. I said it. I only wanna do things I know I’ll succeed at. I’m a jerk.
So. We’ve established the problem and determined a solution that I’m not actually going to apply. Now what? That brings me to now, today, this month, the past 6 months. I feel like I’ve been doing the blogging thing for so long now that I really should have my shit together, but I still feel like a total newb (and it shows). It sucks, because I’m just as obsessed with cosmetics as ever and have bought some super-cool things over the past couple months I really should talk about. But the thought of putting out one more crappy photo just leaves me sad, pissed at myself, and – quite frankly – avoidant to write about much of anything. Which is a shame, because writing…writing is something I love.
Having said all that….if anyone has any suggestions for me on improving my photography skills, or just to commiserate, I’m all ears. While I’m unlikely to work TOO hard at much of anything (sad but true), I am receptive to any tips or tricks I might employ to improve my pics bit by bit. The most ideal scenario is that all you talented photogs out there come to my house and show me hands-on – that’s how I (like to) learn best. But we’ve already established that we’re not living in my dream reality, so I’ll take what I can get
Do you steer clear of things you don’t do well? What are your strengths? How do you prefer to learn?